When It Rains

Currently listening to: Demon Hunter - True Defiance Album
Currently playing: Conduit 2, Xenoblade Chronicles, Skyward Sword.

Some days are better than others. Today was just one of the days I would've bypassed if given the divine option. Work consisted of being drenched by the rain to the point that it was hard to breathe through the clothes I had on. Ever since the flood last year (Worst in 500 years they say) this area has seen enormous amounts of rain which makes my job harder and less profitable then it should be. Upon arriving home after my 10 hours of miserable rig work, I'm greeted by the guy that is going to clean my air ducts in my house. Apparently there was no air filter, and he said he pulled out excessive amounts of dirt. Boring story short. He raped me for about $600. So that was lovely, but had to be done.

The real shitty part of my day was my complete lack of skill to produce any music worthy of building off of and recording. Even going back and listening to riffs and songs I have in the works, Its not that I'm not happy with them, but they are incomplete, and since my Facebook isn't active, its hard to co-write with Luke Jay Knight from Near Ruin. Even the tones I programmed into my recording software seem sloppy and unmanageable. Its like I took two steps backwards in this Headshot the Hero project. I find myself wanting to work on Black Orpheus related stuff, but Ive been plugging the HTH brand for the last 2 years, and really want to make substantial progress and release some tracks. I dislike having a band page on Facebook and having it have nothing to show.

I dislike more, making sacrifices and changing things about myself only to be told its all for naught and they continue to act like I'm untrustworthy or suspicious. That's not important tho, it comes and goes.

Finally got back my GMC Jimmy. It has been in the hands of various mechanics since last September but its finally fixed and back, and after driving my new GMC Terrain, its hard to go back to the Jimmy, but Ill make due, and use it for work and bombing around. I'm happy to have two vehicles, but its not without its price tag. Lots of money seems to be going out of my account and not as much going in lately, so hopefully that changes.

On a slightly brighter note. I may have lost weight. I avoid stepping on a scale in fear of the number have not changed since 2-3 weeks ago.

My gaming has suffered a bit as well. I don't play as much as I used to, and am slowly shifting towards the urge to watch anime again. I feel that I have limited time to finish my Wii games before the Wii U is launched in possibly November, so I should be focusing on the 6-7 games I still have left in my library before attempting buying new games or switching gears completely. Ive had a pretty extensive 5 year Wii career with tons of PS3 and XBOX 360 titles littered among the Wii ones. Maybe I'm finally burnt out.

Thought I had more to say but I suppose its late into the night, and I'm just feeling down about my music today. Either way follow me on Twitter at demonicjaye